Drue's Blog

Jan 23

Me + God = Anything Is Possible” - Pastor Anthony Sheerin

Apr 24

Alien VS Ninja Review

If you like aliens in pants and power ranger ninjas, then do I have movie for you! Alien VS Ninja is not only a Japanese foreign film but also a wonderful B film (if ur into that kinda stuff).

AVN is about a group of ninja sent out to find wut what the mysterious object that fell from the sky that had fallen earlier that day. The ninjas find themselves over there head fighting monsterous aliens A simple scout mission becomes a fight for their lives!

This movie is so bad that its funny. If you and few friends cant find anything to do on a Saturday night, I recommend renting this movie, pop some popcorn and laugh away! AVN=ENTERTAINMENT TO THE MAX!!!

Apr 4

HA HA HA Ha!!! ALIEN VS NINJA!!!!!

Apr 4

WOW!!!! Cant believe someone actually made this…

Apr 2

LA DISPUTE!!!!!

Apr 1

The Breed Of Chaos And The Healing Of Love

Why is it as a Christian, I find myself so depressed, so empty, so worthless. I’ll be on top of my game and then the next thing I know, I’m lying in the grave, always…

Growing up in Church I was taught that God is always there, always willing to help when things are ruff yet always when I fall, It takes forever for me to grab onto God’s restoration and peace. The chaos consumes, it breeds and festers until I finally break and I take hold, I change, yet still, always I find myself falling.

Was I made to go through life always going head first into depression, just waiting till I have the motivation to pray and seek God? If not, then as a Christian what am I missing? What am I doing wrong? Am I even doing anything wrong or has God left me to do it on my own? Maybe I’m just trying to hard to do it on my own?

Isaiah 55

¹ “Come, all you who are thirsty,
   come to the waters;
and you who have no money,
   come, buy and eat!
Come, buy wine and milk
   without money and without cost.
² Why spend money on what is not bread,
   and your labor on what does not satisfy?
Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good,
   and you will delight in the richest of fare.
³ Give ear and come to me;
   listen, that you may live.
I will make an everlasting covenant with you,
   my faithful love promised to David.
⁴ See, I have made him a witness to the peoples,
   a ruler and commander of the peoples.
⁵ Surely you will summon nations you know not,
   and nations you do not know will come running to you,
because of the LORD your God,
   the Holy One of Israel,
   for he has endowed you with splendor.”

⁶ Seek the LORD while he may be found;
   call on him while he is near.
⁷ Let the wicked forsake their ways
   and the unrighteous their thoughts.
Let them turn to the LORD, and he will have mercy on them,
   and to our God, for he will freely pardon.

⁸ “For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
   neither are your ways my ways,”
            declares the LORD.
⁹ “As the heavens are higher than the earth,
   so are my ways higher than your ways
   and my thoughts than your thoughts.
¹⁰ As the rain and the snow
   come down from heaven,
and do not return to it
   without watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish,
   so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,
¹¹ so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
   It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
   and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.
¹² You will go out in joy
   and be led forth in peace;
the mountains and hills
   will burst into song before you,
and all the trees of the field
   will clap their hands.
¹³ Instead of the thornbush will grow the juniper,
   and instead of briers the myrtle will grow.
This will be for the LORD’s renown,
   for an everlasting sign,
   that will endure forever.”

A key verse in this uplifting chapter is Isaiah 55:1 “Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without cost.” Wow! God is saying even though I have absolutely nothing, I am empty and worthless, he is has something for me, it is free. The only requirement is for me to come. God is always ready and willing to pour his love into my life, I must come.

Something I have been learning is God is always there even if I don’t feel him and that I must, no matter what, seek him or I will find myself falling from the sky. The truth is,I am worthless without God. I have nothing without him. Thats why I feel that way when I am away from him.

I know as I type this, it sounds like a Sunday school lesson, something I’ve heard a million times, but its never real until you make it real in your own life. I don’t think this means that I am forever changed and will no longer deal with depression but I think a light bulb has gone off and finally the teachings of old have hit home with me tonight. I pray that with seeking God, with his love he will restore me and make me new and I know he will. Oh, I know he will!

Mar 29

This is a short film i helped write with a friend for a contest he entered.

Mar 18

Battle: Los Angeles

I found myself tonight at the theaters, watch Battle:LA. When going into this movie I already got a sense of “not another scifi movie.” From the previews it made it seem more like a cloverfield movie. Tho at times the camera was shaking, I don’t think it could fit into the genre.

Battle:LA was like no other scifi movie I had ever seen before. It mixed aliens with your straight up shoot, kill, action, war films. I didn’t feel like I was watching a scifi film at all. The movie made me feel like it was real and almost as if I was there with the characters, feeling the same things they were feeling. Battle:LA is not a movie, it’s an experience!

Mar 17

3rd T-Shirt Design For The Captain!

Mar 17

2nd T-Shirt Design For The Captain!

Mar 17

1st T Shirt Concept For The Captain!

Mar 17

FAILING IS NOT JUST FOR FAILURES

“I lost my best friend to sadness
speaking these words at arms length
he said: to shake things up as hard as you can
and if you figure it out by god tell everyone
he said: failing is not just for failures
it’s for everyone, failures just have more experience
but you can’t quit now, you have to climb all night
climb everyone of their towers, and show them your life
but if I’m a quitter now, I promise I’ll quit her in the end
I don’t need these weapons, I’ll set my heart to win
with the weight of the world trying to stop me
breathe out, then inhale my little heartbeat
and I’ll do this for you, because the world might need it
if I don’t I’ll lose hope, and we’ll end up losing it (oh well)

I lost my best friend to sadness
Even though we tried and tried, I guess we really didn’t
I haven’t seen my chin since last may
I’m gonna hold my breath. Let’s all hold our breath together
and turn this graveyard into a garden and grow from here
we give words to colors and swear we’re not blind
we must be the last of our kind, claiming all the world as if we’ll never die
we are the ones living right now clamoring around on top of everyone
but it has to hurt of it’s to heal, well my god it must be healing
it’s like a knife in the heart, and I’m starting to lose feeling
it’s gonna hurt before it heals, but the pain is getting bigger
this dams about to go, and I’m running out of fingers
it’ll hurt but it will heal, I’m starting to believe it
eyes wide open in the darkness, but I really can’t see it
it’s burning right now and I want you to feel it somehow,
but without the pain of knowing it

when all is lost I won’t think of you
there’s nothing in this world that ghost can do
no matter what’s ahead I’ll push on through
for your life or through your death, I’ll keep on

Until I’ve reached the sea where I can go no further
when all these possibilities keep forcing me towards their goals
confronted with their true self most men run away screaming
with nothing as their enemy it’s hollow and it’s whole.
stuffing sorrow in their souls
until all hope is lost in the infinite
I won’t ever say goodbye because there’s no good in it
I’ll stay the course, you’ve sailed away
while my path leads to God only knows
I’ll finish this race, you’ve quit so early
I’d invite you to swim but drifting is not swimming
and this is it, you’ve given me no choice
but to use mere words to stay alive. while you’ve paid them no mind.
and I’ll tell stories about your life, you are no hero but I’ll lie…

because, when all is lost I won’t think of you
there’s nothing in this world that ghost can do
no matter what’s ahead I’ll push on through
for your life or through your death, I’ll keep on” -Listener

http://listener.bandcamp.com/track/failing-is-not-just-for-failures-2